January 2011
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“um, you’re probably asleep. but i miss you. i like you. i mean this. i...”
– my beautiful surprise
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December 2010
20 posts
my plan was to post a timely, introspective post about 2010. it’s been….. something else. probably one of my most transitional years of life. next to like puberty or some other something that time has washed over and made a residual memory.
i lost my job. got a new job in a different field. moved to a new state. met significant new people. put several holes in my body. watched my...
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she still piques my interests.
that’s a beautiful thing.
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“man who is born of a woman is few of days and full of trouble.”
– job 14:1
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my boss bought me a purse for christmas.
i was like……………………….. oh.
…melting and falling and failing and missing and loving and yearning and hurting and drowning and aching and sinking and drifting and losing and crumbling and hungering and collapsing and thinking and thinking and thinking and feeling and reeling and reviewing and saturating and gnawing and contemplating and gagging and wondering and waiting and remembering and seething and sulking and...
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the day i turned my back on God...
nothing of significance ever happens quickly. there is no defining moment. only the realization of a string of moments. nine hundred ninety nine steps and number one thousand is the only we remember. up until that point, you were just putting one foot in front of the other. now, you have been walking. to arrive some place. some place beautiful. some place dreadful. wherever it is, i’m...
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halle berry is officially just famous for being...
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society's view on sexing midgets.
in college, i had a class geared toward what motivates behavior within society. so one day, we had to anonymously write on a sheet of paper something we would do only if we were sure no one would ever find out about it. the professor collected the papers, passed them back out in a random order and called on people to read what others wrote.
the first person read, “have sex with a...
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uncage my heart. unfetter these chains. saturate and purify. cleanse these sin-soaked stains. this is a stick up, a breakout, arrest me, so i can be free.