[abstract]ORIGAMI

you never know what life will bring you… or where it will take you. i still don’t know. still can’t fathom the mysteries of my path. or the ferocity of this love. the excitement and the calm and the parts of myself that remain hidden. the expectations of my parents and the presence of my Father, nudging me to search for Him and be found. i feel like i’m on the edge of the true unknown. doors crack but do not swing wide. my vision is short. blurry sightings of inches and total blindness to feet. my lidded eyes flutter with each unsure step. and there’s a peace that doesn’t quite feel like peace. anxiety that settles and rises and washes over my daily thoughts. everything is unfamiliar. everything is beautiful. the majesty of these moments leaves me without words.