random thoughts in beautiful knots
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It’s okay in the day… I’m staying busy
Tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up, clean the house
At least I’m not drinking
Run around just so I don’t have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

  • Track: Wake Up Alone
  • Artist: Amy Winehouse
  • Album: Back To Black (Deluxe Edition)
  • Plays: 50

it’s okay, in the day… i’m staying busy

tied up enough so i don’t have to wonder where is she

got so sick of crying so just lately

when i catch myself, i do a one eighty

i stay up, clean the house… at least i’m not drinking

run around just so i don’t have to think about thinking

that silent sense of content that everyone gets

just disappears as soon as the sun sets

this face in my dreams seizes my guts, she floods me with dread

soaked in soul, she swims in my eyes by the bed

pour myself over her, moon spilling in

and i wake up alone.